I wish.

Isn't it nice?

Unusual You.

"Nothin' about you is typical. Nothin' about you's predictable. You got me all twisted and confused (it's so you). Up 'til now, I thought I knew love; nothing to lose and it's damaged, 'cause pattern to fall as quick as I do. But now... Bridges are burnin'. I'm learning a new way of thinking now. Love, I can see, nothing will be just like it was. Is that because you're so unusual. Didn't anyone tell you, you're supposed to break my heart? I expect you to. So why haven't you? Maybe you're not even human, 'cause only an angel could be so unusual. Sweet surprise I could get used to unusual you.

Been so many things when I was someone else. Boxer in the ring, tryin' to defend myself and the private eye to see what's goin' on; that's long gone. When I'm with you, I can just be myself. You're always where you say you will be. Shockin', 'cuz I never knew love like this. Could exist? Tables are turning. My heart is soaring. You'll never let me down. Answer my call. Here after all. Never met anyone like you. Can't believe that I almost didn't try when you called my name. Now everything has changed."

Capítulo 4. O Retorno.

Você é realmente um idiota. Um idiota que eu amo.

Mine.

Mania de monopolizar. Argh, me odeio por isso. Não é legal querer "engaiolar" todas as pessoas que você ama. Talvez este seja meu pior defeito, é. E talvez elas não me queiram pelo simples fato de querer ser dona de tudo e de todos.

Lentamente vou afastando aqueles que mais amo e que mais preciso. Não tem jeito de parar? Estaria eu, ficando louca? Neurótica? Absurda? Uma voz grita em minha cabeça, tentando silenciar esta insanidade. Eu apenas quero que isso pare.

Será que existe pessoa pior ou igual a mim? Ou tão possessiva quanto eu? Doentio.